Procrastination: Level 72818493270

28th March 2014, Friday. 

Start: 9.34pm.

Just so you know, I meant the last time I 'posted'. -3- 

Which was.. on the 2nd of March?! 

Yikes, my laziness is Level 9000 *screaming voice* 

(Wait, that was how it went, right? *^*) 

Anyways, what is there to tell you?

Well, this week has been a whole week of holiday ^^ 

*whispersandtodayisthelastweekday* 

*crys*

I cry because I've been procrastinating SO HARD LATELY I HATE MYSEELLFFF 
UURRRGGHHHHH

Stupidme T^T You've just created more work for yourself! 

Other than me beating myself up, the iSlam program is coming up :D 

It's an only female program, with MY SCHOOL (juniors and seniors alike) performing, and Yasmin Mogahed is going to give a talk *^* 

I'm seriously so excited >< 

All of my sisters and I are going to join, one way or another. 

My eldest sis is the MC, my 2nd and 3rd sis are going to be singing, I'm going to acting (hopefully!)

Auditions are on Monday, and I'm planning to become an 'Ash Tree' and a 'Host'. 

Now, you may be wondering..

WHY WOULD I ACT AS A 'TREE'?!

Well, the performance is about people acting as trees, slowly growing in their lives.

First scene: Planting the seeds.

Second scene: Roots. 

Third scene: Trunk. 

Fourth scene: Branches. 

It's a bother to explain what its all about.. so..

Yep.*whispersmendokuse~* 

In honour of Shikamaru >w< 

Although, I will tell you, there's a Beautree pageant in Scene 3. (There's even a word called 'prettrees' (pretty trees AHAHAH xpp)) 

The host I want to be is the host of the pageant, as you can tell. 

 I LOVE BEING SPONTANEOUS CHARACTERS >3< 

AnYtHiNg else..? 

Exams are in exactly a month. 

Full stop. 

Oh, we're gonna sing 'Let It Go' in English, Malay and Chinese during the program, too >< 

I'm thinking of memorising memorizing (?) the Japanese version so I sing that one >w< 

Ari no Mama no~ 

Note. I just had an idea! 

Everytime   Every time I miss-type something, instead of back-spacing it, I'll just cross ir it out. 

It's just more fun that way xpp (attempted to say 'funner') 

That's enogun enough for today -3-

Will try to update faster. 

For the sake of my children~ *sparkles*

Hime-s,a Hime-sama out.

*bumps chest, kisses two fingers, peace sign* 

End: 9.57pm.
(Just looked at the pageviews..
2 pageviews from N. America?! I lahve ypu you guys  *^*

Unless yu you're creppy creepy stalkers. Go Away.)  

Technically..
10.03pm; Close. 

Yatta!

3rd March 2014, 10.30 am. 

So, what has been happening since the Sports Day last Saturday?

Well, there were some good news!!

~My Sports House (RED) got 3rd place, after getting 4th for 9 years!! YOOSSHHH!!
3rd place is better than 4th, right? At least we managed to turn the tide!

My sister said this Sports Day this year was pretty interesting. Every house changed positions (Last year it was BLUE, then YELLOW, then GREEN, lastly RED) to First Place: YELLOW, 2nd Place: BLUE, 3rd Place: RED, then lastly GREEN! Also, this year GREEN was rebellious against something that happened within their team, (for some reason <I'm not involved>) everyone hated YELLOW (idk), and all the teachers got swapped into different houses! 

Must remember. It was the year 2014 when this happened.
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Also, as you may have noticed, today is a Monday. 
And I'm not at school. 

Because it's a school holiday! *streamersandballoons* 

Guess I'll just be lounging around today, tho.. ;--;
......................
Hmm, what else? 
Uumm, there's this one website-support-thing, that if you open the website on your phone, and just leave your phone for as long as possible, you can donate clean water to a child for one day! (10 minutes=1 day of clean water). 

It's a helpful way to get people off their phones, too!
Get off of something that you don't really need to help someone get something that's vital!
...............

Hm..Oh yeah!

During the Sports Day, my sister, N* and this one boy got to ride horses in front of everyone for my school's 20th Anniversary. 

Lemme tell you, I was super jealous. 
They get to ride in front of everyone and show their stuff, with their proper attire and whatnot? 

Mind you, one of the reasons I was jealous was because they didn't choose me (as I am also in the Horse Riding Club). 
Another one of the reasons is because N* was doing it. 

I mean, I know she's better than me at it, but I wanted to do it, too! 

Also, I think it's also because I wanted to show off (WHICH IS VERY BAD OF ME DON'T FOLLOW MEEE!) . My ego was jealous, I guess. 
A* told me that maybe this was a test from God and there were better things in store for me. I accepted that fact and tried to keep calm, but I still had to squeeze my friend's hand (as a calming reassurance). 

Yep. 

Hn, this is Yaya-sama signing out. 

10.48am; CLOSE. 


Wow, what a commitment, Yaya! 
I managed to continue writing for 3 months~
GOGOGO! ;3

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26th Feb 2014, 5.23pm.

I didn't know what to name this post, so there you go. 

I was about to name it 'Forgetfulness or Procrastination?' but that has nothing to do with what I wanted to say.
(I wanted to name it that because I was supposed to post this about 5 days ago <Saturday~> but I keep forgetting.. :'D)

Anyways, last Saturday, my school held the Puteri (Girls') Annual Sports Day! 
I ran 4x100m and 4x400m. It was quite fun!

For the 4x100m, my sports house didn't win anything.. but for the  4x400m, we got 2nd! (y)
I found out I have lots of potential and can run long distances, because I have lots of stamina :DDD

Who says you need to be thin to run fast?? 
(Not that I'm fat, mind you <murderous aura>, but because it looks like I'm the kind of girl who doesn't run much. 
HEY, I got 5th for Cross Country, okay?? 0 )--( 0 )

I also got 2nd place for the Badminton Lower Doubles, and 2nd for our Volleyball Team! 
3 Silver in total, which I guess is pretty good, considering the fact I don't really practice much ;) 

Note to self: Start practising. 

I'm a pretty competitive person, so I felt quite unhappy with 2nd place, but I guess content with it. 2nd place is better than nothing! (ehemalsobetterthanthirdehem)
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Ah, in the end, my sports house got 3rd place, 3 points away from the sports house that got second =='
BLUE got first, obviously HJVSHAVGKHVAHV

DONT WORRY RED WILL WIN FOR THE ANNUAL SPORTS DAY!!!~~
GANBATTE KUDASAI, RED!
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Oh yeah, and also just to remind myself in case I read this in the future, and also because it's a pretty special thing;

I have this one friend who (used?) to be my best friend from Primary 3. My other friends and I were like a quadruple best friends group. Me, Az*,S* and Q*. 
Over the years, we started to drift apart. Az* went to Australia, and the others hung out with other people. 
I constantly talked with Az*, so we were pretty close. S* was still my best friend, but not particularly close to me. 
Q* was also considered a 'best friend' but she constantly hung out with another 'gang'. I think she was part of them, from that point. She was less close to me than S*. 
We still called each other best friends and were still on good terms with each other, and still used our 'best friend' handshake, but you know, I guess we didn't really feel like best friends. 
   But just now, when I had a certain 'problem', I told Q* who was sitting next to me. (Oh yeah.. N* (my best friend (IF YOU REMEMBER) who is probably closer to me than Q* and S*, but no one can beat Az*!)  Q* and S* are in the same class as me) She looked worried, and she helped me all the way. She provided me with help, and without her I don't think I would've gone through that problem successfully. 
 I think she to her she was just doing a friendly thing, but it made me happy. She even asked S* to make sure to 'take care of me'! :))))

So yeah, even though she's (not? She's my good friend, but I don't think best friend can be used anymore) my best friend, she still showed concern for me. 

I know to the readers it may sound like any other friend could have done that and I would admit, I would have been still very happy that they helped, and I can't say it being Q* mite have made it any different.. but.. 

I dunno. It's quite hard to explain. 
I guess it's just something you have to experience. Even I'm also trying to re-figure out why I felt like that.

...Anyways, 
Thank you, Q*!   

--Oh yeah.. extra notes!
:Annual Sports Day this Saturday!--
:The names of my 'fans' *winkwink* are Al* and Nini. CX


So.. I'm out!

Now I'm questioning myself.. what was this post (supposed to be) about again? 
(oh yeah, also, if you've been a loyal reader and have been with me through all my recent posts, you'd have noticed that I've changed evrything to be more private. 
Names to just the first few letters, sport house is just a colour now, etc. 
And if you've just started reading, then now you know how it used to be like...?
   Oh. Then, welcome to my blog! ;)))

Also, extra note. 
Remind myself to listen to 
'Yakusoku No Basho E', 
'Special Illusion', 
and 'Right Now-Cozart and Giotto' when I'm older. 

Long post! ;D Ja ne! :3

And My Ego Goes Up!

19th February 2014, 10.18pm. 

...
Well, according to S*. She thought it might. 

What happened was, there were these 2 Secondary 1 girls sitting in front of S* and I. I had been praying Sunnah after Zuhr' when I noticed in the corner of my eye that S* was pointing to me while saying 'Comel? (cute?)' in a confused manner. 
I wanted to ask, but I forgot to afterwards. 

Luckily, S* told me what happened on her own. 

Apparently, one of the two Secondary 1 girls had a 'conversation' with S*:
S1: Kakak (S*).. Kakak (S*) bertuahlah kawan dengan Kakak (ME)!"
*points to me*
S*: Uuhh.. kenape? 
S1: Kakak (ME) cantik! 
-S* kept quiet not knowing how to respond-
*skipskipskip*
S*: Uuuh, antara N* dan (ME), adik pilih yang mane? 
S1: Tak tahu, tak tahu. 
*skipskipskip*
-I assume S* asked something like 'What do you think of Dahlia'?
S1: Ah, kite orang anggap dia macam 'superstar'.

XDXDXD WOW IM SO FLATTERED I AM SUCH A GOOD SENIOR
S* said I was blushing (while I was laughing :DDD)

In English, the conversation went like this: 
S1: Elder Sister (S*).. Elder Sister (S*) is so lucky to be friends with Elder SIster (ME)!
S*: Uuhh.. why? 
S1: Elder Sister (ME) is so pretty! 
0-0 
0-0
S*: Uuuh, between N* and (ME), who do you pick? (because usually, N* is the one who is looked up to. Well, its not usual, but its something everyone 'knows' I guess...) 
S1: We don't know, we don't know. 
0-0
0-0
S1: Ah, we think of her (me) like a 'Superstar'!

I just.. wow. Me being me, I like to (not all the time, okei?) compare myself to others, so I think this made me rethink things! I can't say I didn't act all perasan (full of myself..), because 
1) I like to act 'perasan' in front of my friends. 
2) Acting 'perasan' is the only way I know how to respond to a compliment. I don't think I'd feel right if I said "Um, thank you..?" 

My mom said they're my fans -w-

You wanna know something? 
I can't even remember their names :'D
DSJHVDSKUGY WHAT KIND OF ROLE MODEL AM IIIIII 

But yeah! It was a VERY nice feeling for me :) You don't face that everyday ;)))
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This morning, my sport's house (RED) got 2nd place for Volleyball! 
YEAH!
Not 'YEAH!' for the fact BLUE got 1st.. *ehemalsoinNetballandBadmintonwhatisdisehem*

I found out with me having urticeria, my skin cannot cope with games that apply lots of pressure to the skin (like Volleyball). 
My arm is all spotty and purple now :'DDD

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I PROCRASTINATED ON MY HOMEWORK AGAIN DWHGVDAGHVSKHA NUUUUUU
T^T
Anyways, I shall inform you when I have any other good news! (y)
Until then!~ 

Okay, I just read that be the person you want your kids to be, so I'll start being a proper role model now! 
GOOD ROLE MODELLING GO!~ 

Recently...?

13th February 2014, 
Start: 9.50pm

Well, hello~~

Ahahaha gomen, minna-san! When was the last time I posted? Last month, I think.. 
I keep reminding myself, but I'm just too lazzyyy CX 

Not that you should follow meh, tho 0 )---( 0  <-- that seems to be my favourite emoji nowadays...

Anyway, how have y'all been doing? YES I SAID 'Y'ALL' NO TAKEBACKS 0 )---( 0

I've been doing good.

This week was the first week for my school's Sports Day practice and point-gathering activities! 
For eg, I just came back (not literally) from badminton, this morning.

I MADE IT TO THE FINALS YOSH~~!

Hehehe but unfortunately I got SECOND. T^T
Hey, I'm not saying I'm 'ungrateful' or whatever, but I was really pumped up to get #1, ya know?? 

Aahh, at first when I lost, I was a little sad, but I got over it ^^

My sister's friend noticed I was sad, and she told my sister that getting second, even when I haven't been in the Badminton Club EVER, just started and am only Sec 2, is a pretty good feat. 

I'm pretty proud of myself :DDD

Badminton is a really tiring sport, actually. Running around and whatnot. Agghh I'm all tired.

What was I going to say, actually? 

Meehh I don't even remember. 

I think I'll update when I remember.. 

WAIT WHAT AM I DOING I HAVE MATHS HOMEWORRKKK SHBJSKBAHBJ
It's 10..

Er, okay, H/W Time now! 

End: 9.59pm

Today and Tomorrow *groaann*

24th January 2014, Friday. 

So.. how have you all been doing? When was the last time I posted? Last week, I think..
Anyway!

I'll just tell you some I the interesting (?) things today--

I cried a lot. 

FROM LAUGHING XD

Well, just now, during Science, the Teacher wasn't around, so my whole class just talked and finished our h/w and stuff.. 

At*, Am* were sitting in front of me, and At* gave P*, who sits next to me, Am*'s book which she wanted the both of us to read. So, we read it, and it was just so FUNNY XDXD It was her Catatan book (Malay.. Diary Book?). All the nationals had to write a 'catatan' (diary entry?) as our homework. When I read Am*'s, I couldn't stop laughing at the end. 

It was supposed to be 'funny', it was a sad poem. You know, about how you and I live in different worlds, you're the prince and I'm the commoner, I love you but you probably don't know about me, blahblahblah. 
Our Malay Teacher wrote 'Sedihnya!' (So sad!) at the end. 

What he didn't know what that Am* was a K-POP fan, and she wrote that to one of her favourite celebrities. 
It may not sound funny, but it WAS. X'DX'D I apologise for the fact I don't know how to make people laugh when I'm writing. 

Another thing, At* and I were talking, and she started saying stuff about her mom being a total 'daredevil'. Her mom loves rollercoasters and such, while At* is like 'No way!'. 

Such an awesome mom 0.0 

No promises I'll be like that, but you can maybe count on it! CX My lucky (?) kids.. 

So continuing, I started talking about how I wanted to skydive one day, and then At* said she wanted to bungee jump. Ai*, who had come into the conversation, said she hated rollercoasters and dangerous stuff like that because she was.. afraid of dying? I dunno. She started lecturing us about all the accidents and reports. Sorry, Ai*. I still love em'. 
    Then, At* said that nowadays they make people bungee jump over water, THEN she continued "Because if they don't they from the jump, they die from drowning!" Both of us laughed so hard at that moment. HEY, it's not because we enjoy the thought of people drowning, its how she said it at that moment that was funny. Haaaa~~~

Ugghhh tomorrow I have that MSSD running to do. 5km! Well, its the same as the Cross Country run, but N* told me that they don't give you water TT^TT 
WHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATTTT HOW WILL I SURVIVE

I'll just have to try, I guess :D GAMBATTE-'TTEBAYO!!!

Also, I still haven't decided if I wanna join that Tahfiz class.. and they're going to reshuffle the people who are going there on MONDAY.. Eep. 

I'll do it on Monday :'D




Lastly, I just listened to 'Sakura Addiction' and 'Night Star' by HIbari Kyoya and Rokudo Mukuro, and 'Kufufu No Fu' by Rokudo Mukuro.. *fangirls* X3X3X3

I predict I'll tell you about tomorrow.. so until then! 
Kufufu No Fu!~

This is Me 'Thinking Too Hard'

21/1/2014. Tuesday. 7.36pm

Lots of things have been going through my mind today. Where shall I begin? 

Uh, I think first of all, I'll tell you I've been chosen to be in the MSSDs this Saturday! (When I heard it was this Saturday, I was like 'WHAAAAAATTTT??!!!'. I mean, seriously! That is definitely not enough time for me to train and whatnot.) 
     I guess I'm glad, but when the thought of you just being in because those with potential didn't bother PLUS battling lots of other schools who train harder than our school does.. Really demotivates ya. TT^TT 

Anyway, like the title of this post says, I've been thinking. 

1) Well, now I have to decide whether or not to join the 'Tahfiz Class' this year. By tomorrow. Actually, I have no idea when its due. But soon. REALLY SOON. 
    The Tahfiz class is basically a class where people who want to devote more time to the Qur'an go. Of course we still learn the same syllabus, but a little faster than the other in hopes to keep up.. or is it the fact that we learn slower that we learn faster? bhjdsbhdsbhdshs idk anymore. Just try to get it. 
    So my decision now is to join or not. The other 4 girls who were also 'chosen' have already sent their forms. I'm the only one now. 
   Here is why I want to join, but I also don't want to join...:

Join!: -N* and S* are there! (They're mah best buds :D) 
         - There are only us five girls and a few boys. (More space!)
         - I don't have to deal with the people I don't like.. well, I do.. but only during                   break.
        - It's pretty good bcuz now I can focuz on becoming a Hafizah! (a female who has                memorised the whole Qur'an.) 
        - We'll be learning using the ELP program, where the students learn 'faster' than the             others and go on trips and etc..
       - We'll graduate when we're Form 4, I think? (Next 2 years~)

X wanna join..: -N* AND S* ARE THERE (now I have to compete against the best                         student in our form (which I have been trying to do so for the past 3 years)                          and the smartest math girl?? (she is pretty smart in other aspects, I                                   guess..))
                      -I'm not going to be with Ai* anymore TT^TT 
                        (Here is my explanation for that. You see, Ai* is my really, really, really, really, REALLY x1000000000 'good friend'. I wish I could call her my best friend, but I can't, because she doesn't feel that way.. plus she has her own best friends :'). I really like to talk to Ai*, because she's so funny and it's fun to talk to her! Plus, she and I have a lot of the same interests ;) So, I'll really miss her if I go to Tahfiz class.. I can still meet her during break, but I can't laugh around and talk with her during free time in class like these past few weeks.. That makes me really sad, honestly. Hahah..you must be thinking that this is a pretty dumb reason, but its kinda important to me. I got really happy at the fact Ai* got 'mad' at me when I told her I was thinking of leaving. She even called me her 'nakama' (companion in Japanese). :D:D:D:D:D 
    She told me that she respected my choice whether I was leaving or not, so... yeah. 
                    -I already like my class, really. 

TT^TT It looks like the advantages beat the disadvantages. Why did I do a crying face. 

2!) Ai* told me in the 'hall' just now, that when she looks at N* and I together, she sees 'childhood friends' but not 'close friends'. 

   So, I don't have any close friends?  

I guess that's not the case, but I feel that I'm close with N*. How do you appear to be close to someone?? 
   Childhood friends but not close friends? I don't understand. 

But I guess it's the fact that I feel we're close that matters ;) 


ALSO, hahahahaha guess what happened today!!
So, I'm a prefect at school, and next Thursday is the prefect investiture. 
The prefect investiture is basically some 'appreciation day' for the Prefects. 
My sister (the head prefect) told us we were getting gold and black JERSEYS!!

Yay!! It's something to be excited about, whaaattt :D:D:D

My sister asked me at school just now what number I wanted on the back. 

I SAID 27. 

OOOOOOHHHHH :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

If you watch, Katekyo Hitman Reborn, you'll understand what I mean X3

27 is the number of the main character always 'has', I guess. Like on his clothes, his jacket number he always wears is '27', the gloves he wears (watch the anime) has '27' on it. In fanfictions, for some reason every main character has a number, so to find out what the pairing is in the story (mostly yaoi...) you look at the description. (1827 = KyoyaxTsuna, etc)

I'm pretty happy. 
But still confused about what my decision should be though... 

Now I have to go and publish this, then erase this from the history to prevent my siblings from finding out about this blog. Which they probs will soon. BETTER LATE THAN NEVER>

So, Ja Ne!~~ (See ya!) 

{I guess you can connect the dots and find out I am an otaku. Now you'll understand in my future posts.. Bai.}