21/1/2014. Tuesday. 7.36pm
Lots of things have been going through my mind today. Where shall I begin?
Uh, I think first of all, I'll tell you I've been chosen to be in the MSSDs this Saturday! (When I heard it was this Saturday, I was like 'WHAAAAAATTTT??!!!'. I mean, seriously! That is definitely not enough time for me to train and whatnot.)
I guess I'm glad, but when the thought of you just being in because those with potential didn't bother PLUS battling lots of other schools who train harder than our school does.. Really demotivates ya. TT^TT
Anyway, like the title of this post says, I've been thinking.
1) Well, now I have to decide whether or not to join the 'Tahfiz Class' this year. By tomorrow. Actually, I have no idea when its due. But soon. REALLY SOON.
The Tahfiz class is basically a class where people who want to devote more time to the Qur'an go. Of course we still learn the same syllabus, but a little faster than the other in hopes to keep up.. or is it the fact that we learn slower that we learn faster? bhjdsbhdsbhdshs idk anymore. Just try to get it.
So my decision now is to join or not. The other 4 girls who were also 'chosen' have already sent their forms. I'm the only one now.
Here is why I want to join, but I also don't want to join...:
Join!: -N* and S* are there! (They're mah best buds :D)
- There are only us five girls and a few boys. (More space!)
- I don't have to deal with the people I don't like.. well, I do.. but only during break.
- It's pretty good bcuz now I can focuz on becoming a Hafizah! (a female who has memorised the whole Qur'an.)
- We'll be learning using the ELP program, where the students learn 'faster' than the others and go on trips and etc..
- We'll graduate when we're Form 4, I think? (Next 2 years~)
X wanna join..: -N* AND S* ARE THERE (now I have to compete against the best student in our form (which I have been trying to do so for the past 3 years) and the smartest math girl?? (she is pretty smart in other aspects, I guess..))
-I'm not going to be with Ai* anymore TT^TT
(Here is my explanation for that. You see, Ai* is my really, really, really, really, REALLY x1000000000 'good friend'. I wish I could call her my best friend, but I can't, because she doesn't feel that way.. plus she has her own best friends :'). I really like to talk to Ai*, because she's so funny and it's fun to talk to her! Plus, she and I have a lot of the same interests ;) So, I'll really miss her if I go to Tahfiz class.. I can still meet her during break, but I can't laugh around and talk with her during free time in class like these past few weeks.. That makes me really sad, honestly. Hahah..you must be thinking that this is a pretty dumb reason, but its kinda important to me. I got really happy at the fact Ai* got 'mad' at me when I told her I was thinking of leaving. She even called me her 'nakama' (companion in Japanese). :D:D:D:D:D
She told me that she respected my choice whether I was leaving or not, so... yeah.
-I already like my class, really.
TT^TT It looks like the advantages beat the disadvantages. Why did I do a crying face.
2!) Ai* told me in the 'hall' just now, that when she looks at N* and I together, she sees 'childhood friends' but not 'close friends'.
So, I don't have any close friends?
I guess that's not the case, but I feel that I'm close with N*. How do you appear to be close to someone??
Childhood friends but not close friends? I don't understand.
But I guess it's the fact that I feel we're close that matters ;)
ALSO, hahahahaha guess what happened today!!
So, I'm a prefect at school, and next Thursday is the prefect investiture.
The prefect investiture is basically some 'appreciation day' for the Prefects.
My sister (the head prefect) told us we were getting gold and black JERSEYS!!
Yay!! It's something to be excited about, whaaattt :D:D:D
My sister asked me at school just now what number I wanted on the back.
I SAID 27.
OOOOOOHHHHH :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
If you watch, Katekyo Hitman Reborn, you'll understand what I mean X3
27 is the number of the main character always 'has', I guess. Like on his clothes, his jacket number he always wears is '27', the gloves he wears (watch the anime) has '27' on it. In fanfictions, for some reason every main character has a number, so to find out what the pairing is in the story (mostly yaoi...) you look at the description. (1827 = KyoyaxTsuna, etc)
I'm pretty happy.
But still confused about what my decision should be though...
Now I have to go and publish this, then erase this from the history to prevent my siblings from finding out about this blog. Which they probs will soon. BETTER LATE THAN NEVER>
So, Ja Ne!~~ (See ya!)
{I guess you can connect the dots and find out I am an otaku. Now you'll understand in my future posts.. Bai.}
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