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2nd August 2014, Saturday. 

Start:  8.51PM 

Can that even be a title? I wonder if you'll be able to see it on the computer.. 

Anyway, hi kids! (I sound so old when I say that.. Maybe I should just say 'readers'.. I'll say kids when I actually have em 👍) Hi, readers! Sorry for the hiatus (Not that anyone was keeping up anyways hahaha), but I'm back! 

I got a new phone for my birthday, and it has lots of memory so I can frequently remember to update now, YEAH! 

Oh, and SELAMAT HARI RAYA! Eid Mubarak everyone! Yesterday I came back from Nenek's house.. (Hmm.. This is for my kids, right? So I'll say things the way I want my kids to hear ^^.. Sorry other readers..?) Okay, fine. Basically, my grandma's house in Johor. We were there from Sunday to yesterday! XD It was quite fun! 

The whole family gathered at the house and we took a picture together! Also, we got to see all our little cousins, of course~ 

My siblings, my 3 cousins and I have a large age gap between us and our other cousins on our dad's side. While we are (Right now) 19 to 10, the rest are 8 to 3, so sadly, we don't connect much :/ This is because my dad has 5 other siblings, and the age gap between the others are large, so it went down into his children as well. 

I feel bad for being anti-social a bit while we were there (Bad effects of having internet!!), but I'll try harder next time! 

We got lots of duit raya heheheeh -w- I'm gonna save it for important stuff! 

Speaking of money, I have found out I am very indecisive about things ;--; For eg, during Ramadhan last month, there was an Iktikaf at the university during the last week, and one of those days I went to the 'grocery shop' with my friend, and I totally couldn't decide what I should have bought at the time! Digestive biscuits or HobNobs? Mineral water or milk? And when we went to the bazaar after that, "This tudung or that tudung?" 

I am really afraid of wasting money >~< 

Oh yeah! The other day my brother called me 'Gedik'. To be precise, he and his friend decided together that the way I act is 'gedik'. He said the way I go "Reaally??" and stuff sounds gedik. Which in my head did NOT because for us girls, you don't classify that as gedik. But to my brother who is more intellectual than he should be for his age, if I said that to him it would probably sound like I was just defending myself by saying all girls act like that.. 

But honestly, really, I was kinda reflective and depressed about it at first. Me? Gedik? I had assumed the way I acted was more 'upbeat and happy', but that sounds kinda vain, huh? Frankly, if he thought I was gedik, he should see other girls! Not to bring them down, but seriously! 

Me being me, (who doesn't remember things like that for long lol), I forgot about it, and when I did (a few weeks later..) I consulted my sister and my 'therapist' best friend. 

My sister said that the way I act is not gedik, and agreed that if it was like that, all girls are gedik, which we know we all are (heheheh). My therapist best friend said more or less the same thing. It made  me feel better (I gave them hugs~) and obviously I forgot about it again (￣▽￣)

Speaking about me forgetting things, I remember during the KRS camp there was an honest talk-activity called 'Hot Chair' or something, where the whole group has to honestly say what they feel about each person. There wasn't much time, and I was the last person, so one of the only things they wrote about me was 'Blur'. 

Thanks. -3- 

Lol Speaking of blur, it reminds me of the time in class when one of the boys teased us but N and I laughed it off and sarcastically joked, and Q said she admired me for just laughing it off like that.. Which reminds me of the time on the day I came to Iktikaf (I missed the first two days) where S told me that R and Q were fighting to be my fans (￣▽￣)

Frankly, its flattering but also.. 'Sorry, I don't want fans..' 

During the Iktikaf N wasn't there as she had to leave early, so I felt pretty lonely even though S was there, too. It was nice when all my batchmates hung around me together :) But you could say I missed N.. BUT ILL NEVER TELL THAT TO HER FACE HAH 

Thinking about Raya, im kinda sad we didnt get to go to the jamuan that day with my Moms side ;--; but oh well :) 

Oh yeah! I recently finished this one manga, and it's super funny and  angsty T^T It's Ouran KouKou Houstu Bu! AKA Ouran High School Host Club ;) My 2 friends read it after I recommended it to them, and now we have the OHSHC Alliance! Nyeheheheheh

I'll remember to update frequently now so that I don't jump from topic to topic and forget lots of events (￣▽￣) 

I forgot to add!! Remember a few posts back I mentioned that I was having my FS Exams? Well, I got #1 and I finally beat my rival, N!! After 7 long years, someone has broken her record //sparkles YATTA! Alhamdulillah!! 

Anyways, in sya allah, I'll be back soon! 

End: 2nd August 2014, 10.12 PM (I took a loonnggg break somewhere in the middle -3-)